Alone.

Superfluous. Replaced. An inconvenience.

Uninvolved. Unimportant.

I don't really think that anyone will be at all bothered when I'm out of the country for the rest of the year. And I don't think anything will be different when I return. If anything, I'll be forgotten. More alone.

At school, at home, at church. With 'friends' and family and extracurricular groups.

Do I mean nothing?
Then again, what about me is worth the effort for someone to try?


A message to the world: I know you're on your cell phone 24/7. I'm going to pretend that my text messages never reach you instead of recognizing that you're just choosing not to respond.